Rasarit de soare

…si a venit acel ceva pe care tot il presimteam, marea schisma… furtuna, uraganul, tornada, care de fapt a fost mai mult o ploaie rapida de vara. Mai bine asa!
Oare de unde stiu ca de data asta o sa fie altfel? Pentru ca pana acum tot am zis gata si m-am plafonat… am plans pe “don’t break my heart”; cei care ma cunosc stiu ca asta era cantecelul care pana acum ma binedispunea. L-am pus mai devreme in acelasi scop si am izbucnit in plans. DECI DA, de data asta e altfel. Acuma incerc sa ma conving ca trebuie sa fie altfel, asa ca o sa ascult vaya con dios over and over again pana ma apuca disperarea. Si o sa plang pana o sa mi se umfle ochii… si nu o sa mai pot respira… si gata. De maine rasare soarele, promit; imi promit

And now let’s cry:

Sometimes I feel so empty
So deserted and so lonely
And no one can take that pain away

Don’t break my heart

The anger and the fury
And the fears living inside me
Should you love me
Would you love them just the same

Don’t break my heart
Don’t break my heart
I’ve been strong and brave
Sometimes I lost my faith
And too many times
Threw caution to the wind

So if you tried to understand me
Would you crucify or damn me
Or stand by me
Like smoke around the flame

Don’t break my heart
Don’t break my heart
I’ve been strong and brave
Sometimes lost my faith
And so many times
Saw love come to an end

It’s not a question of pride
It’s not the tears that I’ve cried
It’s not a question of pride

Don’t break my heart
Don’t break my heart
I’ve been strong and brave
Sometimes lost my faith
And so many times
Saw love come to an end

It’s not a question of pride
It’s not the tears that I’ve cried
It’s not a question of pride

Mi-am facut un playlist de taiat venele… cand se termina inchid calculatorul, ma culc, si de maine fie ce-o fi.

Si asta o sa-l pun pe repeat

It’s a rainy night and it’s over
Tears are gonna fall any minute now.
And I know that it’s you I gotta get over
I know I do but I don’t know how.

I pretend that I’m in control now
I won’t fall apart till I walk away.
And I say to myself you’re gonna be stronger
I tell myself it’s better this way.

Oh woh
You can’t see tears in the rain
No matter how hard you try
You’ll never see anything
Only the rain in my eyes.

You can’t see tears in the rain
So as we’re sayin’ goodbye
Guess I’ll be cryin’ in vain
’cause you can’t see tears in the rain.

The time has come
I’m letting go now
I put it all behind me and just turn the page.
And I’ll make you believe that it don’t matter
You’ll never see it’s all a charade.

‘Cause the rain’s gonna fall and you won’t see my pain at all.
And the rain comes down I don’t wanna go
I see the memories flash before my eyes like a ghost.
I fantasize that there’s a glimmer of hope
But it’s over
You’ll never be the same.

Noapte buna! THAT’S ALL FOLKS